I have decided to quit posting for a while. Believe me i have sweated blood working 60 hour weeks the lst 3 years without as much as a local holiday. I no the gambling has brought me to a low and debt but i cant believe how bad things are. I have still over 20k to pay of in wastage debt and cant get a stable job and HEALTH. This is whats killing me absolute killing me this fyro or at least that what im told. teh depression the ibs the balcance problems the tiredness mood swings etc. I have never lived as clean as the last 2 year compaed to when i drank smoke and gambled.I No deep down my life is always going to be like this gamble and cleand dont gamble and everything wins. cant cope at all this rotten country has the working man robbed thanks to bankers and goverment failings its poverty. as i mentioned in my last post evil is conquering good here.i no this site has done wonderful things and have seen great recoverys and life changes but unforyunately like me and some i see at gaa life will be a constant disaster. i dont no what will become of me now.Larmister
