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      ej
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      Hi folks just thought to let u know..thinking that it would be different when u start again is an illusion same bs..letting u think u r a winner then u start chasing and u forget about the real world..missing everything all of a sudden 4 months fly by and u r connected to a computer 10-15 hours a day slowly losing ur soul trying to make deals with the dark side subconsciously to win..love my God ….forgive me….what did it crazinees around me people partying fighting and here i am gambling online pretending nothing is happening and insanity of it all its my house..people wrecking things alcohol every where insanity..stop…..way in my heart and soul do not want to continue…funny how things pile up when u r chasing the pot under the window…aware the hart is to catch my breath..bills will be paid ..it just the sadness will be the hardest to lighten up..done it for a year but never had a program….I really want to shift had enough of this stress…breathe eric……

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