hi my name is sam and i have posted a few forums recently which are really helping me stop gambling, together with using products such as betfilter and gamblock and not carrying around much spare cash it is a start of something new for me.
the first 2-3 weeks in every month seem to now be quite easy with the last week usually the most difficult, this is because in our own warped minds we feel like rewardind ourselves for good behaviour.
however i havent gambled a penny for over 4 weeks and only gambled 3 days since the turn of the year.
it can be done and the energy i used to spend finding ways to afford to gamble now is used for more constructive things.
i go to kenya end of the month for 2 weeks all inclusive and hope to make many more happy memories, you cannot tell me the memories even when you win compare to those with your love ones.
over and out until my next diary entry.
i would like to thank gambling therapy for their help thus far but above all thank you guys, listening to you has helped me start the long road to recovery.
IF YOU CANNOT STOP FOR YOUR OWN BENEFIT STOP FOR THOSE WHO PICK UP THE PIECES. XXX
