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Well I finally signed out of casino for the second time. In Pennsylvania it’s no joke and they will catch you and you will be charged at all casinos and any affiliate. They had all my info from before. I signed out in 2012 and back in May of 17 so I almost made it 2 years signed back in.
Worst thing I did was sign back in. I lost 83k of savings that I had stashed from my 5yr ban. I’ve racked up 2 loans for 48k. 56k in credit debt and no savings while making 110k a year. What a fookin loser! If I guess my total over 17 yrs of gambling it would be close or more than $million$ for sure.
I would consistently win playing blackjack however when I was on a losing streak look out cause I chased that shit like crazy and always lost and always found a way to recover. I was never good at walking away even when up big. So basically I finally realized it didnt matter what I won it was never enough and I always chased the money. The only way for me to stop is self exclusion. I don’t gamble on sports or internet so I am good I hope.
Time to focus on family and my job and put the degenerate gambler behind me. I have a lot of digging to get out of my hole but I will manage. Thanks for the support! I read these blogs all the time when I feel like crap. Maybe this will help someone! Look forward to hear the responses and stories!
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