[chahed123]

Hi everyone
I hope everybody is fine
It’s strange reading and listening to everyone story’s it’s strange because we all have similar stories to tell.gambling ruined my life l haven’t realized how much yet.l guess only time will tell.l am trying to stop l am not online it’s more horse’s but it’s just the same because l still end up losing the lot.yes losing the lot.crazy the highs and lows of gambling my addiction is try to win what l have lost its taken me30yrs to realize when you win you really never win because l always give it back.l read somebody said all gambling should be banned what a sweet life us addicts would have.l used to always wonder what a beautiful world we would be living in.
What a wicked world we are living in when a beautiful 4 legged animal a horse could be used as a down fall for many mankind.crazy in the betting shops all’s you see are broken dreams and broken hearts yet it hasn’t stopped me from gambling.from the first bet l ever made at the age of 19yrs till now 30yrs later nothing has changed if l carry on l will be like those old men in the betting shops.l am not using those old men as scape goat’s because l to am getting old and losing everything has made me think how beautiful life would be without gambling eestablishment .

[chahed123]

Hello everyone
I hope you are all well things are a bit better as time goes on.l am51yrs old today and very much looking forward to what unexpected flows of what life brings on.l don’t expect miracles l know l have a big battle ahead of me but I’m ready for the fight.regaining control of my addiction will be the most important fight that l have had to fight.being looked at as a looser is demoralizing l have lost family and friends self respect and love for myself and others.God willing l can mend some of the things l have done wrong whilst being a cg.l am at my wits end at how l have ruined my life and my family life l can only ask God to forgive me as it wasn’t really me that did those things it my compulsion to gambling that led me astray.l never had much what l did have l didn’t cherish for now it’s all gone l only have my self to blame.IT is depressing blaming your self for things you had no control over realizing now that l have most of the answers to the problems.this website and forums have been a great help reading other people story’s and relating to most people has helped me on my road to recovery.
Thankyou and God bless.

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