[kathryn]

Having just hit my 2 year anniversary, i have been thinking about all those who have made a difference, who have helped me, guided me and given me a good talking to when i needed it.
There are so many of you in the forum that i could be here all day….your support, understanding and strength has been more than uplifting.  I have never felt so encased in good vibes/karma/feelings in my whole life.  Im not sure i will ever have this kind of feeling anywhere else, and i am in awe and grateful to each and every one of you. 
My main source of help and support, has been Harry.  I doubt very much that i would have done so well without him.  Yes, i know im the one that has worked recovery, in saying that, Harry has guided me each time i needed help, each time i had feelings of self loathing, each time i thought i couldnt cope for one more second, and these times have been many throughout the last 2 years. 
Harry, you have always been in my corner, you have made me smile when i am feeling lower than low, you have always, and i mean always, given me something to think about, to ponder on, to work on, within myself.  Im not sure how you do it, but you do.  You find something in everything i say, and have the (what i call magical) ability to turn it around…what you actually do, is enable me to grow.  Without you, the many things i have faced in my recovery would proboably have never even come to the forefront.  And , it is always in a way that makes me think i thought of it myself…lol.  You always ask the right questions, at the absolute right time.
I wanted to write this post, because I doubt that Harry realises just what he has done for me.  I know he would say that i did it all myself.  Well Harry, this time you are wrong (i know you wont like reading that!)
I know, without a doubt, that without Harry i would not be as stable as i am now, and i would not be as far along in my recovery as i am…
What i really want to say is….THANK YOU HARRY
I dont feel it will ever be enough, but i hope you know just how much you have changed 1 persons life.
Love Kathryn xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
 To live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan

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