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hi yes i reckon many poker machine addicts here in australia are predominently lonely you in usa same culture.i no exception..i in trouble because i married wife in china december and she six months away at best australian immigration.but as i gave up booze and smokes twenty years ago and now wine women and song expected now i married again .only vice left is gambling and it consumes you worse than wine women or song or fags–that i experiencing .
so being self employed i working triple time to support habit let alone wife still stuck in china–now i know i ok when i have female company–but alone–your kidding yourself.-gambling takes control of dreams goals and if i not get control–this marriage .
so i came home again from  all nite session casino melbourne making love to poker machine tired depressed and twice as lonely as no money left in walllet to keep me company-let alone good feed-as frigerator never filled-casino supplies free feed and parking –it only cost you life savings sanity your business and probably my next marriage the way i feel when i awoke this morning-but sun still shining-still have my business and hopefully my china doll–you know the song–"she never leave -she never deceive you-my china doll"  well we gamblerholics do deceive–and we hate ourselves when we do–i back on track–been hit hard on assets-but business still firing and so am i–hanging in there –by the short and curly-thats life
but we single males battle on–today i need 4 fs –feed finance and freedom are three i need as i write this–the other i can get on arrival china for my conjugal rights before immigration acceptance–i smart enough to have pre paid plane ticket–or would have lost the fifth f–fare–my plane fare  at casino.
so on my reckoning the five f’s are all in trouble as you get none if you gamble–so as last resort i have tried most vices–it time i took up stamp or butterfly collecting–bird watching more in my line now i to be happily married–thatsthe other alternative to gambling–we males need something to fill the void–even bible bashing is better than gambling-what do you think
regards alanget a life-or get stuffed well and truly by a poker machine

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