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hi-well my pet rock and dibs and dabs never saved me  tonite-blew a grand with my plastic card-maximum allowed by my bank plus $800 cash i took selling business equipment today and that not all profit-my real profession-so i am just as sick as the rest of you..so i back to one day at a time-and charlie prides song no help either–one day at a time–same as the rest of you.the blasted poker machine refused to pay anything-for me to come in sucker–again–you know the symptoms-and i only went to gamblers anonymous the nite before.
now how did that happen-well i knocked off early-and knew i coming home to empty house and four walls again and only my pet rock to greet me-and thought i budget myself a little $100-yeah i playing the lions poker machine–it coughs up -i $400 up–not happy with that-off i go to another venue -same type of poker machine–yeah you know the rest–we never happy if we winning–it never enough-blew the winnings-my plastic card maximum-and my days sales.but all is not lost-had reply from sucks2bme–with lol–their reply
nice to know i cheer up sucks 2bme-who read my fred jokes-we all in misery and need to laugh at adversity when we falter as i have just done..
i not sleep as well tonite–been there before–wake up sweating -or worse still nightmares-the battle continues–i lost this round tonite–yeah it hurts-but i sleep on it–it a big wake up call warning against complacency and loneliness.but i have my ticket paid for china in advance–i hope my new wife can feed me in beijing-as i coming in on wing and a prayer–the serenity prayer-"courage to change the things i can"
my china doll  thinks i to be canonised as the second saint of australia after our nun st.mary mckillop as i no longer drink like a fish or smoke like a chimney for over twenty years–but as long as you reading this dont tell her i gamble like there no tommorrow–saint i be–and with her i have no reason to gamble==and in china you cant anyway=no pokies-my weakness.well i told you a better joke tonite–the jokes on me–but i aint putting my head in the oven–it aint gas–i aint crying into my beer-because i dont drink– i just have to console myself with the serenity prayer–and my pet rock bound to listen–so sun be rising tomorrow–tomoorow is another day–i hurt–but not mortally–as most of you are–one day at a time..it saturation time for me GA-I have 8 weeks to kill-before i on that plane–and that indeed is a battle-to keep occupied and your demons under control-take care all–and i myself know the routine-to be back on track.i hope i can say 7 days not gamble in a week-but just one day is a winning day–to we gambler holics.take care all
 
 get a life-or get stuffed well and truly by a poker machine

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