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i suppose i was always a gambler–i gamble in everything-love-work-horses -greyhounds-but i was very successful-until i went casino-then poker machines -they were my downfall-not women-they were my salvation-always.
love-well when you a bachelor till 38 years-and sports car as extension of your sexuality-a business–a sense of humour and a smile and a dollar-the odds in romance always in  your favor–fast cars and even faster women–smart males know the gamble risk in romance–we eventually lose big time.-marriage-divorce but i had three children and ex wife a good woman-i never regretted-and we gambled with my champion greyhounds–we had the odds in our favor-i bred raced and trained them-i knew when they could win and when they would lose–not so casino or poker machines–and are they addictive–and programmed to suck like vaccuum cleaner your brains your income your sanity your health.in greyhounds i was so successful-i would wait for right time when odds of my greyhound were in my favor–the field hopeless and mine a class above ready for the big plonk australia wide.we hired our own plane pulled a couple seats out to tether our greyhounds down then flew over border where the race form never followed them–i loved it-the bookies lost their shirt not mine-i could save a bet for a month-then go megathousands on it-and win.but eventually my greyhound racing came to end same time as my marriage..and gambling took its turn for the worst-casino and poker machines–the odds alwaysin casino favor and poker machines programmed to lose with only percentage loss return–if you ever beat the casino consistently as professional–they take your photo and photo ban you to all casinos -so suckers we all are who go casino.and you who backed my greyhounds bigger ones-and if i backed the horses with those jockeys who dont know the way home–i be as big a sucker.but here i am on a saturday nite alone with weeties for dinner as too tired to go shop or too miserable–and too dangerous for me to return casino for a feed fortune freedom from this misery-but my new wife just sent me a text from china-"wish you were here" christ wish i was there last nite-for feed fortune freedom and the other big f-fidelity of course-what else.
but i home doing my penance=i be at ga sunday-thats gamblers anonymous-that helps -but the ball is in my court==i have a chinadoll to support-not pokies or casino=i worked saturday-and will sunday-not for money but more to occupy my mind–i lost a round last nite-but the battle is there to be won-i back on track–not with my greyhounds–and certainly not casino or poker machines-its we suckers that provide the luxury liners they own for the casino owners and australian government giant take its share of megabillions from problem gamblers–but not me anymore–no i not getting greyhound-but i will take up bird watching just to fill the void until i get china may 2012-but macau been there-it aint china-with casino every corner-unlike australia poker machines every shop pub club -for needed government revenue, not just casinos.time for another text china-tell missus -i been good boy–i no loser–MUCHget a life-or get stuffed well and truly by a poker machine

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