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I had 3 wonderful years of recovery, I have had 3 months of torture now.
I convinced myself it would be ok for me to invest in crypto, I wasn’t, I lost half my savings overnight when the price dipped.
My brain couldn’t cope and I withdrew what I had left, someone told me about crypto casinos, I had excluded from all UK based ones this had been my security blanket, I had got to a point where I could accept I couldn’t gamble and I had taken away the means to gamble.
That first bet, it was like I had never stopped I won I lost I won I lost.
I have now blown my savings, I can be ok financially if I can get to that feeling I was at when I stopped last time.
I need to remember the following:
1. One day at a time
2. The addiction will always be there
3. I have to talk to members in GA more
4. I need to accept the money is gone
5. I need to find a face to face GA meeting
6. I need to not be complacent
7. I need to be grateful for the things I have like my Heath, my family and my children
8. I need to start talking to my my higher power again
9. I need to to deal with the emotional problems I am having and not run/hide from them
10. I need to be honestI will be keeping this diary updated, I want 90 days but only concentrating one day at a time.
It’s ok to fall down, it nots ok to not get back up, I want serenity again, I want peace, I want myself back.
Just for today I won’t gamble
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Hello Monkeycf and thanks for starting a thread in the Gambling Therapy forums
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Hey thanks for writing!
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