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Hi
Well. Here i am. 49 years old. Gambled all my life really with small gaps.
This week has possibly been the worst in terms of financial loss. 1k in the last 24 hours. Feel shattered emotionally and just wish i was not alive. Ive betrayed the already damaged trust my partner reluctantly gave me many moons ago. Um always betraying it. All the time. She said she will leave and take my daughter but i carry on losing. Even when i win i spent it again and more.
Tired of this. So tired. Ive self excluded from all sites apart from one which owes me a cash bonus on monday.
I have stopped gambling on my card via online banking.
Will soon by alone and single and have no life.
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Hulmey –
You have taken the right steps in self excluding. It starts small and every minute and day trying to stay away can be a struggle. I have had a million “Day 1’s” in my life and am going through another one today. I just tried to build some more barriers by re-installing GamBan on my phone to block me from my terrible vice of online gaming.
Stay strong and I wish you the best in your recovery.
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