Hi Everyone
I’m back. Since August 2010 since I had my relapse I’ve been visiting the casino on occasion. Most of the time I’ve been controlling my spending but now and then I happen to find myself going a little out of control. I would make sure I pay all my debt thereafter take some money to go gamble.Slowly I’m getting back into gambling eventhough I don’t gamble lots of money anymore.It’s really a challenge to stop especially when the rest of the household also gambles.I would always find myself joining them.
It is very encouraging when I read the success stories and it helps to see how others have managed.I feel free to express myself on this site because I don’t have to pretend that I don’t have a problem. I must say that I have really some a long way from excessive gambling to minimal gambling.But I know it’s not good enough.My aim is to completely stop.
I also realise that my problem is not as extreme as other stories and my prayer is that we can all just be positive and focus on positive things in our lives because just 1 gambling session can be the line between life and death for some.
Let’s continue to be there for one another. I appreciate it.
One day at a time becomes one more day of gambling free….