One day at a time my sweet lord…. that’s all I ask of you.  I am so worried about today as it is pay day… so the money is there… I have made an appointment to see a counsellor but that is not for andother 12 days.  I am so looking forward to speaking to someone about this secret I have…. my gambling addiction.  I am not going to take my credit cards, cash cards with me today so I will not have access to cash.  I feel better I have made the decision not to gamble today… I am so worried about today and this weekend that I was going to be back there playing thoe machines, but I am just going to think about today…. I can do this one day at a time…. I will not take cash with me – if I dont have money I cant gamble.  If I feel the urge  I will do something else for 15 minutes and get focused on something else.  I feel so bad as all I am writing is about me.. me.. me…  Yet I want you to know that I am readeing different posts and it is helping me to ready your stories.  so thank you all for sharing as it does help when you go on GT and read the stories.  One day at a time my sweet lord!!!