To make a long story short I blew my mother’s leftover inheritance in 2019 on gambling. I still had my uncles inheritance and I gave that money to a fake friend who wound up just dissapearing from my life, $40,000.00 I just gave away. I now am living paycheck to paycheck and I think I may have a second job soon. And I doordash on the side, but I know in my heart it’s gonna take me around 2 years just to begin comfortable living again bc of what I just gave away. And even then it won’t be a lot of what I gave away but something. The days while I wait for the second job call seem to lag and my full time job isn’t paying enough right now. Doordash isn’t guaranteed. And I’m trying to focus on my mind on thinking forward and happier and how I’ll be grateful I made this recovery in 2 years but The days just lag currently