Today i gambled again after saying so many times that i wouldn’t. I feel so sad and it such desperation. Try as i may i cannot stop, though i want to. This is the craziest most painful thing to experience. This addiction has sucked the life out of me. I am trying so hard to move forward, to find a way to make things better yet i am pulled to gambling like a magnet. I have tried everything i know how to do to avoid it. Nothing has worked and i feel just so distraught right now. I want so badly to improve my life. I really do. I think all of you who have had gamble free time are just so so strong. Im so lost.
Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday