Hi everyone, i feel so relieved to be back again and seeing everyone again. It is good to see you all doing so well. I feel proud of you all when i read your threads. I missed you. Here i start another thread and this time i cannot run away and hide. I have to face what is and deal with each day as best i can. I begin another chapter now and i try to move forward the best i can. I wont go into too much of what has happened because its gone, i cant change it and i want to move forward. Living with regret has tired me out. I can only begin now and change now the best that i can. I may not succeed, i may, but i will try the best i can for this day.
Today i dont know who i am. I have lost my identity. I have no idea what i am to do, what my purpose is and why i am here. I am totally totally lost and confused. Its time to find out. Its time to find out exactly who Chubbycat, I am hope, Pp really is, the compulsive gamblers is not who i am. I have been that person for some time now, I am ready to find me.
Chubbycat
Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday